6.15.2009

And then it ended

Most people have no idea how much of a challenge this year was. From feelings of failure, isolation, heartbreak, rejection, disappointment, fear, and doubt – this year has been one rough roller coaster! Despite those elements there have also been great things: community, fulfillment, calling, fun, presence, oldfriends, newfriends, family, and unforgettable moments. All good things must come to an end, and so must the bad. And good riddance! But let’s focus on the good:

I never wrote on my blog about Ecuador, but it was definitely the most meaningful experience I have ever had.

There was community:

Song:

Pure, spontaneous, joyous dance:

Blessings:

Strength:

Peace:

Love that transcended language and generations; made up of mere presence:

Little Kisses, Little Hands, Little Toes, Big Hearts:

Undeserved Love:

and the further grounding of a Chosen Family (not all members shown):

…Going through all those pictures made me really miss Duran :(

If anything, 2008-2009 was humbling, and through that came strength.
Things don’t always turn out the way you wanted or planned,
but you gotta roll with the punches.
Through failure is motivation for success.
People aren’t always who you thought they were.
You aren’t always who you thought you were.
Change happens – in thought, heart, expectations…
But what does it all mean to you and what are you gonna do about it?

Now hoping for bigger, better, brighter, happier things!